Ýòî áûëî îøèáêîé

Teo Jer
Ýòî áûëî îøèáêîé… -
                               êàòàñòðîôîé äóøè
                                                             è ñåðäöà!
Ñìîã îñòåðå÷ü äðóçåé.
                                    È äàæå
                                                 ïðèÿòåëåé -
Îòäàâàòüñÿ  âîëå
                           ïðîôåññèîíàëêè íåãè
                                                             è ñåêñà!
(Ýõ… ïîèìåëè ìåíÿ
                               îáñòîÿòåëüíî!!)

Ýòî áûëî îøèáêîé… -
                               ñòðîèòü çàìîê
                                                      èç òóàëåòíîé áóìàãè!
À ñêîëüêèì,
                   ñêîëüêèì ïîìîã âûñòðîèòü çàìêè
                                                                         èç òóôà* -
Äîâîëüñòâóþñü
                          ðâàíûì çîíòîì… Îí ìíå êðûøà
                                                                              è øïàãà…
(Íåæèòñÿ îíà, ìóðëû÷à,
                                     íà ïóôå…)

Ýòî áûëî îøèáêîé… -
                               ñâèíüå íåíàñûòíîé
                                                              áèñåð ìåòàòü
È æåì÷óã íåæíåéøèé
                               èçâëåêàòü èç áîëîòà
                                                                ãíèëîãî…
Åæåñåêóíäíî
                      ñåðäöå ïëåâêó
                                             ïîäñòàâëÿòü…
(Îíà æå - ïðîñòî,
                         ïîðàçâëåêëàñü íåìíîãî…)


Ýòî ñòàëî, õîòü è âðåìåííîé, íî…
                                                 êàòàñòðîôîé äóøè
                                                                         è ñåðäöà!




*Òóô – ïîðèñòûé, ëåãêèé êàìåíü âóëêàíè÷åñêîé ïîðîäû,
ïðåêðàñíûé ñòðîèòåëüíûé ìàòåðèàë.