I wanna exist without you:
I wish I could stop the time.
You say I've no right view
But you aren't the friend of mine.
My heaven may show me distant lights,
I wish I could lose my mind.
It makes me upset; it shines so bright
And I wish I could be blind.
But now I'm crying in thick black night:
You've found another sun.
Its beams are really routhless and white
Since then my torture's begun...
07.11.03