Go back, there, where you are

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Go back, go, where you are
I know, sure, somewhere far.
No more, no more sounds of your coming pace
No more, no more sitting to my face.
I did all that for me, believe
I did, cause I loved You and
That is why I leave
Just for my sake, for my soul
And You stay where You’d been
Like lonely sole.
I see the falling leaves
I see stars, lovely
I hear all nature harmony
I feel cozy, lonely.
Cause I wanted to believe
Like flowers believe in rain,
I had my love belief
From You I won just pain.
I’m not the saint
But You are the same…
What is Your name?
That, burning me my flame
And now I just claim for inanity
Of passing years.
But life goes on
I’ll live without You,
My dear.
November 11, 2000.