my secrets revealed to Mithrandir

Наташа Маршева
---------------------------------------------"When the spirits talk the minds should listen. I
---------------------------------------------read in a similar fashion, but pray tell me of that,
---------------------------------------------which was revealed to your inner sight?"
speaks



---------------------------------------------Если у тебя есть воображение
---------------------------------------------вот с это кунжутное семечко...
---------------------------------------------для тебя нет ничего невозможного.
Бах. "Иллюзии



Love and Light talk to me through the people like yourself (read: through God)..
living in the moment, in here-and-now with no Time no Space frames
this is my secret
rain and rainbows that i observe through the window light
warmth of the candlelight shivering and dancing next to my hand, throwing shadows of strange shapes and densities
whispering of the morning leaves, voices of the forests and the meadows, the color of dawn, the sounds of ocean..
your silent words never pronounced..
this is my secret
sorrow days and grief of my past
living Freedom as Love expressed
living Harmony and Belief of my spirit today (read: tomorrow)
living in Abundance and Trust
this is my secret
seeing what is not seen
choosing the experiences I wish to live tomorrow
giving it all to the others
this is my secret
having no regrets, no gilt, no needs
knowing how the world works
nurturing a living, smiling child in my eyes
this is my secret
would they like to hear more secrets?
then i have to write the Life itself, the Great Illusion of the Great Observer and his Dreams.. my Time is unlimited (but I am not a real Artist - I am just a Pretender)

and I go to the forests of my parents and those wise and old.. I lie on the uncut grasses of the present. I browse through the turquoise sky letting the sun rays color my eyelashes in apricot shadows. I breath in the inspiration of the higher realms and all I think is:
I am big and I am small.
I am nothing and I am all there is
I am given the key and I pray that my hands, my soul and my heart will not betray me in my giving to others.
I am the Light and I am the Darkness
I am and I am not.
I look at the little ant traveling in the grasses
and I know all there is
and I do not know anything about this life (read: I do not remember anything).
this is the biggest secret of mine :o)
....................
.. and i've forgotten the last one: living it tenderly and modestly - not talking about it - just doing it...
:o))