My cause tonight is to write.
I'm restless and cannot sleep.
There's something that I must do.
There's something that's hidden deep.
What is it and how it works.
Someday I intend to find.
Awaken my peaceful mind.
Don't break me but give me light.
But maybe I have to break,
How else can I reach the truth?
How else can I reach the high,
Cannot be afraid to try.
F'''', inhale, f'uuuu, exhale,
Don't be so stale, so pale, my screen.
I'm here...cannot let go, just here.
What's next? I'm so afraid to face it.
I know someday I must embrace it.
But when and how, why not right now?
When will the break come?
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(Ñîâìåñòíî ñ ñûíîì)