Trying to live with this pain

Асия Верникова
Hard to believe - I am dying...
Cancer is killing my brain.
I can rethink it. I'm trying...
Trying to live with this pain!

People's specific reaction
Showed me the sense of the world.
I could be helped by injection...
Wouldn't feel lonely and cold.
Wouldn't explain why I'm crying
Looking at flowers and rain...
Trust me it's dim but I'm trying...
Trying to live with this pain.