Your plan is a mistake, - he repeated.
This world is a mistake, - I replied.
<...> this funny funny funny world.
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Do you se this smiling creature,
Staring at you from above?
Recognize the girl with witch you
Hopelessly have fell in love?
Through away all needless sorrow,
Just stay quiet when I'll call.
Special time will come tomorrow, -
Time for you to know it all.
...
I have something to forget.
Hideous, nasty, painfull things.
All that made me to regret,
Vilified my paper wings.
Every night I had to see
Angry, cruel, frightening face,
Scarying and haunting me,
Possessive in every case.
Emptiness is not my crime.
Coldness wasn't first my vice.
I've been ill a lot of time -
At the end I am despised.
Left alone to loose belief,
Pulled in cage without door,
Left with good-for-nothing grief
And interpid no more.
Now I dream to be released:
Friend, I need your brown eyes.
Obviously, I'm deseased,
Razed and tired of world's lies.
There are many other suns,
Hidding in the Milky Way.
In our weins blood always runs,
So we have to fight and stay.
Wasted days are felt like years,
Or like sleepless lonely nights.
Really wins the one who bears:
Life has an expensive price.
Don't you know?..
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