Hello, my illusion

Кристина Девулите
Hello, my delusion. Still reading? It's time to forget.
But we are alike - and have never been good at forgetting.
I'm granting a dubious pleasure of honest mementos
And raising the stakes since eternity is on a bet.

Hello, my illusion. I see your distorted abyss,
I used to be dazed - but I find it pathetic and boring,
The words that I've written are better spelled out in the Torah,
Your lies are discarded, with none to regret or to miss.

Hello, my confusion - tonight I am hardly confused,
My well is enchanted, and water is crystal and clear.
The plot is unfolding, I hope that the ending is near,
And then I will thank you for having awakened my Muse.