I was Judas

Вампир Кощей
I was Judas in last life,
I have died many times.
And I keep all my lie,
With another lies.

I'm the greatest betrayer,
And may be I saint?
I killed the Savior,
But may be I must do it?

Tell lies or may be not?
It's just a question,
And the answer I got...
It's like supression.