Emptiness...

Ñâåòëàíêà Ïîäèðå÷à
I’m listening, but I can’t hear!
Strange… I’m deep into the darkness fear!..
It’s loathsome, depressing here!..
I feel that wind makes my lips sear…
I feel The Emptiness… I feel it, cause it’s near!..

How could it be?..
It’s just does not exist!..
Envelops me…
This is destroying me by iron fist…
Against my mind!
Against desire!..

I look forward, but I can’t see…
Scary… Please somebody! Make me free!
And I protest! I disagree!
Nothing's everywhere, wherever were my feet…
I scream!.. My skin is cold, and soul is heet…

How could it be?..
It’s just does not exist!..
Envelops me…
This is destroying me by iron fist…
Against my mind!
Against desire!..

I know, but I do not realize…
There eren’t colors, sounds and size!
Myself are died twice…
Insides is fighting with the unjustice…
My spirit is trying to rise!..

It is just does not exist!..
Beets of iron heavy fist…
Oh, god, how could it be?..
I can’t hear, touch and see…