To the Symbol Estranged

Александра Абанина
Baptize my soul
In the unholy water.
It's all the same - I'm burning
From inside.
Your distant call
Can't bear any longer
To filth has turned
My "everlasting" pride.

I've never known
I would be left so hopeless
Condemned to face the mirror
Of the past.
All by my own,
Embracing the unconscious,
The outer space
Absorbs my weak caress.