Pushing everyone away

Кристина Девулите
Pushing everyone away,
Knowing what I do and why,
It's an old archaic vice
Of the girl that cannot stay.

Drifting in the midst of drafts,
Watching the abyss below,
I can only be in love
With the absent and unknown.

I compose a silver throne
That's akin to someone's grave,
And again remain alone,
Pushing everyone away.