I came across her photo in a frame...

Николай Порада
I came across her photo in a frame,
And glanced at dark-grey colour...
Is there a person I should blame? 
Myself, who kept it out of fire...

So many times I tried to burn it down,   
Pretend to be too hard and dour,         
But there are things, that can't be done
Some things, I never will assure...      

New day will come, and I will damn myself
For actions, thoughts and speeches,       
I said to you time and again             
And will anew... I'm such a creature...

                28.01.2010