Another winter i ve survived...

Вахрушева
Another winter i've survived.
Warmth of the Sun i caught
And felt in me new life arrived
To wake a hope thought.

Please, dear, do not judge me hard
And not at all expect
Same joyful look, same red-hot blood,
Same energetic act...

That cruel frost took all my forces,
Thick cold snow covered up
My pain for you, my love, my losses
And made me drink full bitter cup.

Indeed it was the longest winter,
I barely could stay alive.
I live my whole life as sprinter -
For longer distance no drive.

It's not complaining, get me right!
I wanna ask one question, dear...
Why? Why that cold winter night
You were not with me, not here?