After you...

Вахрушева
After you flew away
For good, not for a day
The world has shrinked to small.
I could observe its fall
With salty soupy eyes
Seen truth turned up to lies,
Seen sorrow being rife...
...Inanity of life...

After you disappeared
Suddenly it intefered
With my universal creed.
I felt the break down indeed.
All plans were gone to hell,
Offences and wishes - as well,
Nothing had sense but my breath,
My hopeless love and your death...