Neither friend, nor enemy

Радуга Чудес
You’re neither friend
Nor enemy to me.
And I just wonder: will it end?
Is there a way towards my being free?
I, surely, don’t belong
To single dream or thought
Which makes your feelings strong.
That’s it. Goodbye. And thanks a lot
For your (so priceless) being near,
Not leaving me alone,
Despite my deep and constant fear
That your heart’s made of stone.
But now I ask you fondly:
Don’t try to stop me, please!
I wish to leave you strongly
And I’m afraid of this…