88th Chorus

Джек Керуак
“I wanted to marry a lovegirl,
A girl-only-interested-in-love girl,”
that would be the first sentence
           of this masterpiece
Of golden litteratur –
        Brap. All the crazy people
        I’ve known since I was 4 years old
      -6 years old I saw the sun red
       on windows of snowy centralville,
       and wondered “Who am I?”
       with truthful little eyes
       turned to the skies of paradise –
       no answer came.

I was the first crazy person
I’d known.

Had bundles and scarves a hundred miles
                long
Wrapt in my heart of the library,
I had bottles and barts, & Xmas Trees,
and every thing known to man,
including 6 years old ache pains
in the Poxy back.
              Was afraid of myself simply,
              And afraid a everyone else.