Self-Destruction

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Some time I thought that I would never pass away.
So young I was, naive and so light-hearted.
I did not even notice when it started -
At once my soul began to wither and decay.

The light that gave me warmth and real joy
Declined, and I am not whom I had been before.
Since then my life is not so worthwhile anymore.
My fragile world is totally destroyed.

I know for sure I will always hesitate
If then I took the only correct decision
That influenced a lot my future vision.
But I will always feel this strong vehement hate.

24/02/2012