You look at me...

Людмила 31
You look at me,
but what you see in-there?
Only the tiredness, despair,
Descrepancy, dislove and disillusion...
What if the world is fallen in all-usion?
What if the world is bursted into parts,
When you are looking at me so smart?
When you are testing me by your light nature?
When you are carrying me from earth to heaven!
I love you! Don't gaze or glare!
I will survive from woe and dispair,
I'll creep from tiredness, when sun rises up again...
I'll keep myself far from the next disdain...