Me so Blue

Андрей Раппенок Пленник Иллюзий
I've been lookin' back days.
Days before it took place.
Why all terminates ever?
Why? and where is the clue?
It means  –  nothing forever!
That's why now me so blue*.
 
All around say: “I'm lost”.
I'm bored with those bores most
So was bored with their chatter.
They me only confuse!
It all bored and doesn't matter  –
It made me write this Blues.
 
There will always be scums,
Uninvited been comes
(Damn them, let lost forever
Like the smoke through out flue)
But these bastards will never
Know how is now me blue.
 
Turned away all district, –
As a matter of fact! –
They have all, well as never,
They don't need  me, I'm lose!
Did  so will be forever?
And about it my Blues.
 
Yes, now I'm at a loss
In the doubt on the Cross-
Roads so many roads. Only
One of roads to the clue
To unlocking my lonely.
Me so blue, how me blue!
 
  Андрей Rappenok  –  Иллюзий Пленник

         *)  Blue  –  печальный, невесёлый, грустный; –
               синонимы:  sad, unhappy, melancholy