I don t know

Софи Дженкинс
I don't know what I was thinking on this road's start,
I was dreaming, I was simply after my own heart,
I wasn't looking for the better, and my life'd been pretty good enough,
But something triggered, something called me, and now it's only that kinda nervous cough.

You never promised and honestly I never had a hope,
I was just going, getting through on that malicious scope,
And all the codes, and all the words, I've never had a doubt,
But even though I used to know, it really hurts me now.

What is this for, what did I do and where did I go wrong?
I know the truth, I always knew that you were right along,
But I will show and I will force a little broken laugh,
It's just for you, just to believe all this was good enough.