Black thoughts like flies. Перевод А. Родосского

Елизавета Судьина
Black thoughts like flies ...
 /
 I managed to do my confession,
 But when I relaxed for a while -
 Then from the dark depth of subconscious
 At once pops my evil and slime.

 To Holy Communion alowed -
 But swarm of importunate thoughts
 As fatty flies to me unhappy
 are nagging for taking me over.

 I'll cover with augmented prayer
 My breast as with durable shield
 But still before unseen warrior
 Again I will sin anything.

 And maybe my shameful transgressions
 Our Almighty Lord will forgive -
 But thoughts, my black thoughts - oh explain it
 To me! - how them to defeat?

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