I know - I;m insane,
I lost my mind again.
And circling overhead familiar sadness cloud.
Conceals incisive pain
Inevitable Game.
First, last and all the time rejection not allowed.
Who did dictate this choice?
Whose overbearing voice
Washed over with a height and conquered me forever?
Who cares? I;ll keep my poise
And ready to rejoice
Excruciation, which and sky don;t dare to sever.
And scorning rage and fame
I will repeat your name,
Tormentor of my life, my distant curse and blessing.
Just understand - I came
To play, but not to tame
And will not tolerate contemptuous marks and pressings.