Day after day

I’m in the crowd but I feel alone
I have my weakness but I should be strong
Gone with the whispers and ghosts of the past
Day after day I am turning to dust
I’ve seen my hunters but I cannot hide
Although I know I’m not ready to fight
Their expectations break down my life
Day after day I just have to survive

I feel like something is going on
The world around is quickly changing
But it doesn’t make me think I’m wrong
I stand for my dreams, I don’t surrender!

I know what means to be fully betrayed
There’s always something I’ll never forget
And despite no one remembers my name
Day after day I’m the only to blame
I know the truth that prevents me from sleep
This kind of knowledge I don’t wanna keep
Freedom from it is not easy to find
Day after day I am losing my mind

December 12 2012