If Only

Татьяна Николаевна Шевцова
Evenings are so long
When spending them alone
I thought I would be strong
But I'm not like that, not any more

My heart's gonna bleed
I know what it may need
But after what I did
Will I get a chance I'm begging for?

If only I could do the same
If only I could let you rise
If only I could look again into your eyes
If only I could do the same
If only I could let you know
How much I wish I didn't let you go

Life is like a game
But you can't press "replay"
What happened on that day?
Was it really me? Was it my choice?

I can't realize
Everything has a price
That's the one for my lies
Do I still deserve to hear your voice?

February 25 2014