I wished I could be better
And I tried to be different
But now it looks like this
Wasn't happening to me
I lived under a mask
Not trusting anyone
I dreamed of fairytale
That couldn't come for real
All for nothing, all in vain
And I hate myself again
I'm worst enemy of mine
All I did was far from right
All I've undertaken hurt
It's my life that I've destroyed
All for nothing, all in vain
So, what for I played that game?
I was changing step by step
And I came to such a point
That I'll always be the same
As I was since I was born
Nothing's gonna alter
My character, my fate
And I failed to prove
I can do everything
September 6 2015