Tired, angry, can't wait for the future
Mostly tired and angry
But creative as well
Such a mess
Full of pain and high expectations
Have so much love to give
Full of scars and deep lyrics
Of tattoos and lonely thoughts
So much pain, so many scars
All that I hide, can't or won't let it show
All this anger inside
Questioning my actions, questioning my fate
Trying to make it, trying to keep up with the pace
Falling in love with voices
Trying to find my way
Feeling like I'm worthless
Feeling like I have nothing to gain
Disturbed by all of the voices
Inside my not so beautiful head
Trying to keep it simple
Trying so hard to create
Trying to get what is my calling
Oh, I'm such a beautiful mess