I wish you were

I wish you were.
So I could tell you
about Pavic, Marquez, Hoeg

About the death,
that eats me slowly.
About me, who
feeds the death.

I wish you were.
So I could show you
the smashing stars,
the shining stars.
I wish you were,
So I could never
tell anyone
about my scars.

I wish you were.
So we could listen
to our music
(on the floor).
I wish you were.
We could be poets.
I wish you were,
I wish you were.

I wish... I knew you,
Loved you, held you
And now it's gone,
Like all, it's gone.
I wish you were
Again in this room
when we were kissing
this endless sky,
this soft black stars.