Emotionally unstable

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Right now I'm emotionally unstable
Dead on the inside
Rotten to the core
As cold as it gets
Maybe even colder than a corpse

I never was emotionally stable
Moving from side to side
From tears to contagious laughter
But have I ever felt?
Hell no
But have I ever loved?
Hell no once more

Always feeling like something's wrong
Waiting for something to finally feel right
But how long is this "finally" will take?
I guess as long as I'm achieving
Dreams

Right now I'm emotionally unstable
And it'll last until it's time
To feel