catarrh, january

Увидимся Вечером
look into my eyes
stare down
you'll find three demons
and the only one can say you hello
the others will try to kill you and themselves
that's the only desire for them
and the way
to pretend on another life
I can call you "darling" several times
but no one
*but every one apart from you
can hear my scream in this
coldest day
in a
nighttime
this winter

I was dreaming to be
a big chief in 60's
wearing straw hats
dictating the rural fashion
and after all
this is all about finding you one day
in a one back street
of our district
to say you
Hi
and after that
patiently die
from catarrh and happiness