More than you earn

Анна Шалина
I smiled as if he was the best,
Heart melted from tenderness, words,
Only with you I could have a rest
And didn't want to go backwards.

I trusted, you kept all my secrets,
Caught laugh and sparkle in my eyes,
And now there are no any tickets
To your heart. It becomes like ice.

We shouldn't meet, l know this rule,
But we both want to smile, then suffer,
May be, we are still feelings of full,
But now I know that you are a bluffer.

Unfortunately, I love more than you earn,
I should punish you, even forget,
Maybe, or not, I'm going to yearn...
But what is a good and what is a bad?