'Thou,sinister,
Quiver and tend the truth.
The judgement comes so soon.
Your prayers are too late.
One moment will
Cut you from eternity.
Dare it all to face now
Cripple so picturous.'
I see the endless sunset bloody red,
I feel the smell that spreads from my bed.
And my own cruelty is freezing me inside.
The silver bed of neils,let me see gold at last.
All that I didn't understand tell me,
Let fire burn it into my heart.
The days of misery, I don't expect another.
I come to you,my Lord,not to survive.
'So see! The more you lie
The less you trust.
The dead things hang around your eyes.
So feel! Victorious day.
Did you deserve.
I know that good will never die.'
I see the light that falls on these scripts.
They taste like blood,they smell like grave.
The wood and mourn,the curse and fear,
Dry words about the new world for the saved.
The more it hurts the more I grow believing
In awful mire so long 've been trying to rise.
The world needs love but drifting in the bloodseas
Not tears but dust falls from my eyes.
'Come to me
But by yourself.
I want everyone
To be saved.
Come cease my wrath,
Lift soul above.
Alone,remember one
Until the kingdom come.'
I dreamt for life but all I saw was dead.
Come shining bright to fall in one eye flip.
I think I'll always crawl beneath your sane light.
I think I die before I get belief.
My sexual guilt, my wings devoured,
Seams on my mouth,lust in my eyes.
Just one light spills through deep in my heart
In deitiful and still trying to rise.
'Now glad that you observed
So deep inside
Crippled in the linen of your life.
Be sure! The day will come
To get your eyes
Open wide like one sharpest knife.
Now I allow you
To call my name
When you get more truth to say.
Reveal once more
Your life.
Never let time waste you away.'
God's flesh I see is far from wine and bread.
My great desire is small drop in the ocean.
My trials of fight now look ridiculous.
My sins melt in his light.
'Alone, remember one
Until the kingdom come.'
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