I thought I was lost this time and all of my spirit games are over
I used to hold my head high, So I better keep it in that position
After two days of being hella drunk, I'm coming up absolutely sober.
After these days I spent like a blind man, I got back again here my supervision.
I don't wanna cheat on myself any longer and waste my time.
Being a girl that ain't me, tryna to forget everything I was before.
Maybe I'm not the righteous soul out there, but I don't cherish a crime.
Maybe enjoying the mask on my face is already over. And it's time to let go.
I can't quit that easily. You ain't gotta remind me once again.
I believe in karma. And I know that was the time when I worked it out.
You consider me as a bitch, I know. But it wasn't the part of my plan.
You're thinking non stop about my rotten nature. I don't make any sound.
If I admit I'm kinda sorry right now, it would barely be true
I ain't got a single regret about it, you haven't ruined me, I'm fine.
After two days of being full of fake wisdom, I admit I ain't got a clue.
After these days I was pouring myself with black water, I'm finally bathing wine.