Alone

Ардаллион
Stars collide in my eyes
And the winter drifts away
I'm still on that long forgotten summer bay
Frantic chase of memories
Crash me to my very bones
I prerend I'm strong and still I am alone

Hunted by the people
More dissolved by emptiness
I got no one to rely on, to confess
So much cold indifference
Things that I ought to beware
But I'm not afraid I'm dead of nomads' care

Like a vending machine
I'm in order, I'm clean
I'm illusory and mean
Running further within...

Walls and beds in my cold chamber
Sobbing for another night
Out of anyone's sight
I curse the neon light
I am full of srength and anger
But the amber's in my heart
Hope one day I'll depart
With grieving of my art

Faces look so peaceful
But the eyes reflect the void
Contradictions in all do make me paranoid
Words sound like the dark spell
With containing made to heal
And the immanense of cold I'm to reveal

And I can't sleep this night
Favourite song plays the might
Hear man sings in half-light:
"Things will end up alright"...

Stab me darling from the back and
Thrust this blade with aconite
In those passions of night
I missed and cried and cried...
Sorrows chase and sorrows becon
Me to where I do belong
It has taken so long
To put me on my throne

Where the joys are all gone
And eternally sworn
To forsake me alone
Bless to be all alone...


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