I do not want to lose you

I do not want to lose you,
I do not want to forget you,
But if I do it, forgive me.
And if there is something there,
I could see you.
Come to me in a dream,
Tell about everything,
Because this night I'll be drunk again.

I'm not afraid,
I'm not afraid to die
And make you mine
But while I'm here,
I breathe you like air.

I know that we will not be together,
That's why I'm letting you go,
I did not want to do this ever.
But what's the point,
Because we are so different.

Maybe I will not live to see you
I will kill myself,
But you do not know about it.
And I do not need any help,
Let me stay with you a little bit.

I'm not afraid,
I'm not afraid to die,
And make you mine.
But while I'm here,
I breathe you like air.