It is not worth to move like this
not wishing to cuddle , to sleep in the arms.
I suffered greatly - I was not understood.
years have passed , but pain has not gone.
I still read love stories , they make me relaxed.
I start to imagine my perfect realm.
Let people laugh -I behave like a kid ,
not ready to grow , have dreams.
I specialize in making haste
I've broken vows , have spoilt peace.
not quite mature , full of sins.
it is a burden to know oneself.