My first steps in writting poems in English

Илнур Абдуллин
There's a moment in life
And it cuts like a knife.
All it does is making just pain.
It cannot warm my heart.
It is cold like a rain.
It has torn me apart.

Bad memories
Seem to wipe away all that I need
Though I have not agreed.

Can I become much more stronger
If I want to forget that bad thing?
When I do so it'l be over
And I will then forget everything.

I hadn't felt blue
That's all I knew.
But many times I tried to forget.
Memories hurt
But I once heard
One sudden thing that made me regret.

Once I was on the road.
Winter day; and it snowed.
Both of us were there at that time.
We were happy that days
You commited a crime;
And the fate changed our ways.

What have you done?
Tell me why away have you gone?
What did you leave me for?

What's the reason of your sorrow?
How did you forget all your sins?
Where did get you the soul to borrow?
So tell me now and try to convince

Tell me now please
Is that an ease
To leave the one who's dear for you?
Are you fine now?
Is your life new?
Don't make me say that you are a cow.

You were best friend of mine.
Our friendship did shine.
But you betrayed me, exfriend.
And this did break my heart.
Friendship came to an end.
I don't want to restart.

Friendship is dead.
It won't be reborn in a thousand of years
And don't bust into tears.

Friendship is dead and I know it.
I hope that we will not meet again.
You're not my friend. That's my profit.
And don't try to stay inside of my brain.

But I still hope
That I can cope
To be friends with you for one more time.
This will be true.
This is my rhyme.
I hope one day I will make it through.