I was going to church

Мария Бесхлебная
The sun is rising in the East
I'm on my way to see the priest
To tell him all about my sins
I've done... the time you left me since.

I made an effort to forget.
I watched with others the sunset
On (the) edge of steep rock in the sea
And thought you hadn't followed me...

I hugged without making sense,
And I was touched by them at (the) fence,
I kissed without any taste
Then laughed at them just face to face.

And now I'm lack of tenderness,
I'm rough and my heart's real mess.
I'm walking slowly to the church
Not sure I can step the porch...