It's a bit hard to go back to write
I had to put my pain aside
And it still suddens me that I
Still cannot vanquish you completely out of my mind
I have to start over
Without you by my side
But every time I take a step
There's always you on my mind
I promised myself, I can do it this time
I'm quite good at it
But not completely, I
Cannot erase the pain
And the effect it had on me
I cannot let myself love again
And it hurts me
I haven't been writing for quite a while
And I hope this whole thing
Marks my fresh start