Not Okay

Татьяна Николаевна Шевцова
There’s so much sadness
And there’s so much pain
And I have to fight it every day
I think that I’m strong
Because I hold on
But it doesn’t ever feel this way
 
I can’t really say
That I’m feeling okay
Cause I feel so lost in this life
I can’t really say
That I’m feeling okay
I don’t know how I can survive
 
It’s hard to describe
What I feel inside
I’m filled with despair and fear
They scare me, so I,
I don’t know whether
I can be completely sincere
 
October 30, 2017