My nonsense presence

Руслан Арсененков
My nonsense presence*

I don't remember since when
This seclusion has been begun
Perhaps I was drown in a fen
The world that I never belong

I've been lasted my nonsense presence
Grasping straws on a bank of sense
Being as a petty supplement
Matter to a bloody argument

Survival is not about saints
I wasted all given presents
Calling my life fabulous trifling
By sharpened thoughts of my writing

Though anyone cares whether curious
I feel urging to slaughter in furious
This feeble void I'm surrounded by
We are unheeded only for a while.

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