Just loneliness and silence
to live through...
No crying
to show my sorrow...
The bloody mixture is in the chest,
nothing is left...
Another day to open eyes,
Another night to try to sleep,
Another particle of the soul died,
A bit more for a knife to go deep...
No way to come back,
only forward,
it's all still black
and there's no border
to measure pain...
never again...