You know I remember you,
in the darkness and in the light.
Don't you think I threw
everything out and didn't fight?
But in this reality, while I am trying hard
to cut out all that hurts so much,
I can't let you be here,
I can't ...
In every softest touch,
I go there,
where not just two of us,
where I didn't know
what to do and where to go,
and I was the one who fussed.
I was cutting out the memories and actions,
I was cutting out the people and events,
I was cutting out the feelings and emotions,
To save myself, at that time it had sense ...
I can't return to that red line,
It's like an abyss suckling out soul,
You stayed inside, the choice was mine,
no helping hand, I am taking this the whole.