We didn’t speak in years,
I guess it’s price for feeling safe.
I don’t remember how it feels,
When your soul is in a grave.
I hope you do feel something same,
When my ghosts are in your dream,
When someone’s mentioning my name,
Or does it rise your self esteem .
Do you feel that things were wrong?
Do you have that burning shame?
There were nothing special in those songs,
You just had something to blame.
I beg you just remember me as lesson, as a light
And I will try to loose this war, that I didn’t have to fight
I claim I don’t wish you love, money or a fame.
I beg you to remember it, to feel for once the shame.
We didn’t speak in years,
And that is finally best part.
Sometimes it’s not about the tears,
I blame loving a new start.
I hope you do regret about loosing mind,
You taught me how to love myself,
Before every flaw you found.
That’s you, who felt that something’s wrong with my words and how they sound.
Do you feel that things were wrong?
Do you have that burning shame?
There were nothing special in those songs,
You just had something to blame.
I beg you just remember me : as lesson, as a light
And I will try to loose this war, that I didn’t have to fight
I claim I don’t wish you love, money or a fame.
I beg you to remember it, to feel for once the shame.
We didn’t speak in years,
I guess you don’t remember me.
It’s nice to be without those fears,
And finally feel free.
I hope you won’t forget :my name and what it means ,
I got out of this awards showcase , not to be in your dreams.
That’s you, who killed the voice that said,
Please run and cry and scream.
Do you feel that things were wrong?
Do you have that burning shame?
There were nothing special in those songs,
You just had something to blame.
I beg you just remember me : as lesson, as a light
And I will try to loose this war, that I didn’t have to fight
I claim I don’t wish you love, money or a fame.
I beg you to remember it, to feel for once the shame.