I ve Been So Grateful

Елизавета Арбузова
Оригинал: http://stihi.ru/2022/08/29/1362

I've been so grateful every second of my life
For my forgotten love that finally disappeared,
You never saw me as your girlfriend or your wife,
You are so selfish — that is truly weird.
When I was crying you just walked away,
You always lied to me and never were ashamed.
I still remember our warm and sunny May,
When our metal God was born in flames.
The music of our souls connected us for years
With thread of light that only we could see,
But lies and rudeness caused too many tears,
They killed our fire which was so hard to receive.
I know that you will realize someday
You lost not just a friend but such a loving soul.
You'll never find me anyplace and anyway,
You never tried to see us as a whole.

(November 26, 2022)