Disguised and inappropriate

Марина Чиянова
Never meet me
Disguised and inappropriate,
Can't you see
I am so passionate
About that ghost from the past?

My heart is racing to and fro,
And you are so seductive,
However I can't delete
The picture of him
For so many years...

Disguised and inappropriate -
Why was he so gentle
And the others were so rude?

My heart should have been desensitized
Yet it is
Burning and melting.