must be so hard
must be unbearable
the permanent wish
to feel that
weightlessness .
the calm second .
when i put my palm on
the back of your hand
saying
everything will be alright .
how could that second
be
so calm
when all the matters
inside and outside
felt to cross all
the boarders .
how did that second
got grasped .
crystallised
out .
and
hid
in .