I ve never felt like this anytime before

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I've never felt like this anytime before
Like deep green oceans live inside of me..
I just don't wanna fight or scream anymore
I only try to listen and see.
With softly rays of evening sun
My heart is filling with the silence and stillness
I know that I don't wanna hide and run
Away from the destination and feelings