Nobody knows

Наталия Бадовская
Autumn chill and raining
Both are by my side.
And I search for reasons,
Though I’ll never find.

Close enough to dying
Shattered ghostly dreams,
I will fight for trying
To restrain a scream.

But I'll keep my promise
Through the anguish hell,
If you’re here to hear
What I am to tell;

If you’d share breathing
When I couldn’t breathe,
If you’d come for instant
When I missed your lips,

Then I swear, dear,
Nobody would know,
How I hated feeling
That someday you'd go...