I want to love but I always hate

I want to love but I always hate
I want to give but I always take
Want you to laugh but I make you cry
Will I ever change until I die?
I don't know...

It's so much easier said than done
I know I can't just always run
Got so much anger inside of me
I understand but I think I see
What I'm not...

I know it's true what you said
I got it all so clear in my head
Seems we were born to be unfair
I am a sinner that's starting to dare
To believe...

Give me your hand until the end
And I will walk into the promised land
I don't deserve anything you do
But I can't stop missing you
Still missing you...